The words spoken to the congregation hit the bullseye of my hurting heart. He looked out and saw the depth of my struggle. His eyes pinned me down to the message he was sharing.
I write words that show how much I trust God and most days I even convince myself that it is the truth. Trouble surfaces when people get involved because people have a way of letting me down. It would be easier to keep my focus if there was a way to keep people from being involved.
The rejection and hurt from past days had become a rolling boil in my heart. The words that he was speaking to the congregation were now my personal reminder that even in a room full of people I would never be alone.
The world will let me down. It is that simple. My Father will never let me down. He will know my pain and understand my situations. And no matter what comes my way He will always hold me up.
All I have to do is surrender.