There is complete chaos going on around of me, but I have a complete sense of calm. Itâ€™s amazing how something as simple as a movie can do that for you. For family movie night we watched â€œMr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporiumâ€ and the youngest child ran around like a wild man up until the last few minutes of the movie.
When I heard the words â€œthe only thing you have to believe in is you,â€ I knew the words were for me â€“ specific to my moment. Iâ€™ve been struggling the last few weeks to keep pushing because I wasnâ€™t seeing any results. But the difference between the struggle and the breakthrough is often faith.
Iâ€™m taking advantage of the extreme euphoria I feel after that movie and Iâ€™m writing. Iâ€™m writing things that Iâ€™ve been thinking, Iâ€™m creating work that I need to get done, Iâ€™m editing the novel that is completed but has yet to queried. I believe in me.
When all is said and done, nothing can happen if I donâ€™t believe that it can and if I donâ€™t step out to make it happen. The joy I feel right now is the kind I wish I could bottle. It doesnâ€™t matter what else is happening, I FEEL the okay â€“ if that makes sense.
Make it happen â€“ what ever your it may be. All you really have to do is believe in you and it is half way to there.